i am fucking growing fatter back again! stupid weighing scale glaring back at me with 5-0.. fuck la.. i've been eating anything and everything which contrasted so much to my attitude towards food before this.. it used to be- oh coke cannot.. sweet stuff cannot.. and practically anything that i touch i wud tink abt how it wud affect my weight... now.. ya Allah.. everything i bantai.. now i jus tink- oh waddahell.. jus eat la.. fuck wat everyone tinks.. den i feel guilty AFTER.. urghh.. i really need to get some exercising done but in my best fren's words.. "You exercise? the only thing i know you exercise are your brains and mouth".. i would have killed him if he wasn't my best fren and if he wasn't so truthful.. so yeah.. i suck..  =(

anyway it's really amazing how i'm so very reluctant to give up singlehood rite now.. to all those who laid bets of few weeks to two mths can go eat your hat now.. hahahahahaha! i tink i need to see guys of different names.. you would too if within the span of one and a half months you've seen 2 Hishams, 2 Shafiqs, 2 Zuls and 2 Firdauses.. in no particular order of cos.. fucking creepy i tell ya..


gtg now and get ready for shooting.. den got smth big on friday.. shall not jinx it first.. but i'm uber uber excited.. it is enuf to make a lot of ppl eat their own shoe i tell ya! hahah.. i'm sucha loser.. take care guys! muah!

i have a lot of things to post abt since da past whole month but i haven even had da time to sit down and create one whole story.. and i tink by now i forgot like half of the things i wanna say already.. why? cos i've been too busy partying every nite and going out every single freaking day.. it's like freedom finally after a whole year plus of being confined from things i wanna do and like once i've broken free it all comes out in excess.. do i even make sense? doesn't matter.. it wasn't meant to make sense anyway cos no one can even make sense of this happiness i'm feeling..

anyways.. going to batam with the best fren tomoro.. he needs a massage badly and cos i'm da best fren i'll be accompanying him (and enjoying everything there also la).. and i'll be partying yet AGAIN at nite for ashton's birthday.. jeez... let's see if i'm in the mood to blog abt everything else soon enuf.. toodles!

my best fren just said the funniest thing ever..

"Don't worry la nad, if i ever get married to you, i'll be faithful to you. Really. Probably the most unfaithful thing i'd do is sing the song 'Unfaithful."

hahahaha.. damn funny la he.. my best fren says the darndest things but i love him still. haha!

i'm sorry but thank you for?

oh my gawwwdd i'm like so excited! this sat and sun i'm gonna have full-day shootings for the upcoming thing that i was talking abt and and and and the directors and producers are like the veterans of suria! so so the very the egg-citing!! and plus i might be doing a lot more than jus this project!! oh mann.. the prospects in me appearing in their next two movie projects and getting to travel all!! oh i'm feeling so darn ass lucky i tell you.. pray for me!


p.s. aisyah babe.. sorry bout the zouk thing this sat aight? i promise if shooting ends early i'll join you.. but it's tentatively ending ard midnight la so might be a prob =(

alright.. let's get some updates done..

here's some peektures from da birthday outing with the gurlfrens!



this was the cake they surprised me with at the door.. heavenly chocolatey & truly yummy it was!



greatest company to celebrate your birthday i swear!



with my burfdae present, a bag from Bebe.. see how happy i was! hehe.. loved it gurls.. thank you so much again!

and last fri's flesh imp and coke zero event was fun! here are peektures!



and thank you yilin for being there too! i must see you soon!!



and this week has been crazy much.. was going out almost everyday.. monday went to watch Hellboy.. quite a yawn to me though.. i hope the dark knight would top this one.. wed was pretty crazy.. went ice-skating.. couldnt stop laughing throughout da entire thing.. i had my personal trainer who held my hand throughout da whole time and he ended up falling with me.. damn funny.. den there was once i was by myself and i fell and he was rushing over to help me up and end up falling himself before he even reached me.. damn funny la.. den we went bowling.. first time in my life learning those two things like for real.. hah! here's peektures again!



den i met aisyah and nasye.. wanted to go for supper but aisyah declared dat we needed to go galavanting.. well the singles at least.. haha.. so we ended up at acid bar but decided we needed more fun so we headed over to mos.. and yeah.. impromptu clubbing moments are always the best!

thurs i was a good girl cleaning up the entire house.. friday i met aisyah, giff and sarah and we went to zouk but da dj was spinning more of electro in phuture so we headed over to mos.. today went to godmom's place for good ol homemade lasagne and brownies!

well.. somethin nice coming up next week.. hopefully everything turns out well.. i cant wait! will update again once everything is on its way so as not to jinx it.. hehe..

nite lovelies!

Take a bow- Rihanna

How 'bout a round of applause
Yeah...
Standing ovation
Oohhhh... yeah
Yeah, yeah yeah yeah...

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
And baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talkin' about, girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on

[Chorus]

And don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show...
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Ohh...

And the award for, the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
Faithful to me
Let's hear your speech ohh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

[Chorus]
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow...

But it's over now

the birthday week has started! well since last fri at least.. (actually it started way back during the kl trip but updates of that can be found in khadi and syah's blog.. heh)

started off with yilin giving me a dinner treat at Thai Express last fri for an advanced burfdae dinner.

mon my godmother made a mini advanced burfdae celebration at her place for me.

tues was superb! i was fetched from home and was brought to Dempsey and had dinner @ Margaritas.. food was pretty tasty and the surprise was when the staff came to our table singing happy burfdae to me with a heavenly chocolate brownie and vanilla ice-cream complete with a sparkler on it.. i was so embarrassed cos the whole restaurant was looking but of cos my best bud was damn happy seeing me embarrassed like dat.. thanks eh.. then i was brought to ben and jerry's where i had a final tasty treat.. very sinful nite.. prob put back all the weight i've lost..



See how much i loved my ben and jerry's? heheh..

wed nite.. technically last nite was spent with da girls.. they surprised me with a burfdae cake at my house door which was really sweet of them.. den we ended up in clarke quay and club-hopping.. thank god for the creation and implementation of ladies nite.. haha.. and i so love the bag from Bebe that they bought for me! pretty much!

i'm not sure yet the turnout for tonight but i tink it shud be equally good.. anyway.. tomoro nite i'll be doing an event for flesh imp again together with CokeZero at butter factory from 7-10pm.. tickets are limited so if u guys wanna come den text me asap.. and of course it wud be a continuation of the party last nite! cant wait!

sat and sun i'll be off to malacca to celebrate it with the family=)

anyway.. jus to share some good news.. i've lost 4kilos in 2 weeks.. everyone's telling me i look smaller now.. even da bf is amazed! haha.. okok.. gotta go get ready.. thanks anyway for all the birthday wishes.. it really overwhelms me to know that so many ppl actually remembered my burfdae and wished me on the dot.. thank you thank you thank you.. some ppl tink i'm da luckiest girl in the world and to that i'd say i couldn't agree more.. i'm so blessed to have such wonderful frens =))

p.s. those who din manage to catch me on chef sos can personally ask me for the video.. i know yilin's the first on the list.. heh..

you know ar.. if there's anyone who can do advertising best.. it would be my mother.. thanks to her everyone now has this perception that i am some hot high-flying model and actress.. boy wouldn't everyone be so stumped when they find out that they've been taken for a complete ride? geez.. i wouldn't wanna be there when they do find out.. hah!